Yesterday was a down. Was pretty tired, and then there was that whole symbolic reminder.
Back in the spring my wife was pregnant. In our excitement, aside from naively telling everyone, and then having to untell everyone, she signed up on all the manufacturer websites, entering her due date and what not. Well it turned out the baby had stopped developing after 6 weeks or so. It was a little heartbreaking, but we got over it. I had put it out of my mind, until just yesterday.
Because the due date was in the last week of November, we’ve started receiving all the free sample gifts from the manufacturers. and when I got home there was a huge package in the mail… it was a box containing two large cans of infant formula.
It’s funny how you put a thing like that out of your mind, and then this big symbol of your disappointment arrives in the mail. Something as innocuous as a couple cans of infant formula can send you into a mini-spiral. You thought you were over it… or you didn’t even think at all, and then whammo. Any of you writing that Lifetime channel drama can feel free to use this nugget if you want. I’d put it in my sci-fi pulp action novel but somehow I don’t think it’ll fit. That bit O’ drama is free, on me.
Today was ‘up.’ I tackled a really fun scene of my story and wrote about 3K words. I also finished Handbook of Creativity, and started reading Writing The Breakout Novel. Things are looking up.
The playing field isn’t always level. When you’re down, keep your chin up. When you’re up, enjoy it while it lasts… and try to do that little extra because you’ll need that buffer for when you’re down.
What would be the life of a creative person without some ups and downs? Put it into your work, if you can.





I broke 7176 words this morning for the 2006 NaNoWriMo, I realize I’m settling into a pretty good pattern and there is an awesome reason for it.
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